People Suck

Yup, that's right, I said it...people suck.

I guess you can sort of tell where my mood has been lately. I haven't blogged because:

a) there is nothing to blog about; and
b) every time I tried to write something out, I ended up typing something I knew I would regret.

I am tired. I have been for a few weeks now...so tired that I don't really give a damn about anything anymore.

Like every human on the planet, I have been hurt...but in the past two years, it just seems like I keep getting kicked in the ass time and time again by people who I thought would always be there. And as always, I get to be proven wrong when my ass is kicked and they disappear. Funny how you bend over backwards time and time again for people, and when it's your turn to have them help you...well, you get kicked in the ass. So, I am done with people. I have come to that stage in my life where right now, I just don't want to feel like this anymore...and in order to prevent my feeling like absolute crap, I will avoid people.

I've come to appreciate "the dog" a lot more over the last month. She is always happy to see me; she is loyal; she has seen me at my worst, and still gives me kisses; she'll never be able to kick me in the ass; and she makes me laugh...at least I can count on "the dog" and "the child" to make me laugh at least once a day...and they do it well.

Speaking of dogs...I don't understand the big stink over Belinda being called a dog...quite frankly, she could've been called a heck of a lot worse - I mean COME ON, this IS the woman who dedicates an ENTIRE chapter on her sex life in her biography...yup, that'll show the world how you got on top! Does anyone actually take Canadian politics seriously out there? Personally, I think lately our political world has become more entertaining than functional.

Back to "the dog" comment...you could spin it as compliment...then again, loyal isn't exactly a word that comes to mind when talking about Belinda. A different word comes to my mind, one that is FOUR letters, not three.

So, that's what I've been up to the last little while...aren't you glad you asked me to update Evey?

Chow for now...I'll be back...and I promise, I will try and be less cynical;)

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